Looking Through Stained Covered Glasses Within My Life…

What Did I You See When There Was Mud In My Eyes?

Imagine every day wearing glasses covered with pain stains all over your life?

That was my life every day looking at the world not knowing what to do and nowhere to run!

I was looking for answers that I didn’t know, and had “NO” clue where to find the question for my life’s Problems!

I am still looking for all the answers today in my life!!

As I look back at my life, I wish there was someone who really understood my problems that were creating my pains going on in my life at that time when I needed it the most!

My parents didn’t know how to make it all better, I didn’t know so how would they really help me if they were in pain themselves!

I thought my parents didn’t care about my true feeling within my heart!

This was so confusing to my little heart that was grasping upon the slim hope of true happiness in my life as a child!

Now I am in my 40’s and I am still searching for true happiness within my life!

Happiness is starting to come to my life today with every step I take towards understanding who I am!!!

How Did I Make My Wife Sick To Her…

The Moment That I “ABUSED” My Family!!



My life was filled with monents of abuse because, I wanted more attention from there love towards me!!

Why was this my life? 


The past was taking over my future!!


What was my deep thought towards my life?

I just wanted to be loved!!


We all want to be loved “NO MATTER WHAT”!!


What is real love within ourselves?


Looking into the mirror upon our true self and saying “I LOVE YOU”


Merry Christmas To All And A Good Night!!



How to run away from your toxic relationship…

Why run away from your abusive relationship?

They are hurting you right?

They are mean to you right?

All they want is to abuse you!

Why are they hurting you so much?

Are you a victim in your abusive relationship?

Do you know why you have victim feelings?

Do you want know why you have victim feelings in your life?