Why Don’t You Just Go Away From Me

Do you want to be left alone when you feel abused?

What does being alone feel like?

What does tomorrow bring when you are feeling alone?

These are questions that I asked to myself as an abuser! Did I really want hurt someone that I loved deep within my heart.

Well I felt alone to be the abuser but most of the time this gave me power over the victim.

Power was what I was seeking in my life.

The feeling that power gave was what I was feeling when I was growing up as my parents where very abusive towards each other.

This what I new to be real in my life as reality.

Later in my life I used this power to hurt the people around me for my benifit as a tool to get what I wanted from others.

Liveing my life in fear was not an option as if the world didn’t understand what I was going through.

No excuse to hurt others, now I understand that after many years of pain and fear in my life.

How can one man change his life to have what he wanted in life now is a true feeling of joy and happiness within his heart now.

Do you know how to be happy in your life?